the reason

Feel like i spend too much time enjoying somebody's creation, i guess it's my turn to create something. haha...

I spend most of my time at the hospital as a pediatric resident, have a lot of friends there, but back at home, i'm alone. I Used to have some best friends, they're all married already that its quite difficult for me to enjoy some new adventures with them. since that time, i'm a lonely lazy girl.

And I turn to my best best best friend eveeer, www.dramabeans.com which help me enjoying most of my lonely time, with her i can smile sheepishly, cry wholeheartedly, scream or extremely mad. I'm a drama-lover, for sureeee, and chronic beannie addicted for almost 4 years. I used to watched all my favorite dramas since i was an intern, but when i begin my first year as a doctor, i was so busy that i don't have free time to watch it and started ruin my life with drama recap. i fell in love with her, and i am addicted to her..... reading her recap sometimes much more interesting than watching the drama, sometimes..

But I still spend 2-3 hours watch some drama or movies everyday, there i can see and sometimes feel as a part of the character's life. I'll have something to expect, aside from my daily lonely life.

I love being a doctor, and would love to be a pediatrician, in 2-3 years maybe. aaaaa..... and most of my time, would be related to this profession. Residency program sometimes makes me tired, weak, depressed, angry, hopeless, busy, have no friends n time for family, and i need a space to write, just to share why am i feel so upset, since i don't have a best friend to hear it, and i don't want to write it in a book because i love paperless, i need a space, to write the story that my depression would lessen, and in the future i can read it and understand how much i gain new wisdom. Blog will be a good solution.

Well, that's an introduction.